Ben & Poppy Picture Update - 3 Months Old (because they are cute) (yes i am biased but hey ho) ...

First time Mummy to Twins

Good evening, I am writing to you on an unplanned baby free evening. To be fair the babies have been out all day and they will be staying out all night. I am full of a cold, i feel weak and so so tired. We had a bit of a rough night, they usually sleep well between feeds but this morning they woke up after two hours and were on and off falling asleep/waking up so by the 8am feed i was shattered....

Our Paid round of IVF

When our last NHS round failed i felt down. Why was this taking so long to work? Why could every else get pregnant so easily? I started to even resent the people that it worked first time for...and that was wrong but i was so fed up. Yet, it never entered my head to give up. I was all ready to start the process again...i hate waiting. I knew we would now have to get a loan to fulfill our dreams....

IVF Update: No more Free NHS rounds left.

Hi Again, I am almost at the end of the TWW. I am 9dp5dt and this morning i had another BFN. I know it's over. My OTD (Official Test Date) is actually Tues 13th (in 2 days time) but I've now had 3 BFNs in a row and even with my ectopic i had had a positive test by this point. The worst bit about this now is that i've had a chemical, an ectopic and then this one that clearly didn't even get close....